I'm not asking for much...

I just looked through my whole blog.  At all the pictures of my kiddos.  They have grown so much.  Right before my eyes, so fast.  So.....  I realized something.  I want another baby.  Not too much to ask, is it?  I want a baby to cuddle and swaddle and feed a bottle and give a bath and hold while they are sleeping and smell  and ....  all that baby stuff.  Have you ever wanted anything so bad knowing there is no way you will get it?  Stinks huh?  Bummer.